Monday, June 13, 2011

Sleepless Nights

So, have you ever had a night where you are physically tired, but mentally you are not?  I'm having one of those nights... I seem to get to a point where I know I need to go to sleep because if I don't I'll have a heck of a time getting up in the morning, but I just can't seem to make myself go to bed.  I don't know if it's the solitude and the quiet that I crave so much... or something else.  I always complain about not having time to read, but am I reading?  ... NO!  I complain that I don't get to do things (sewing, scrapbook, etc), but am I doing those things right now? .... NO!  Instead, I sit in front of the tv and get on the computer and turn into zombie brain... knowing there were so many things that I wanted to do, but not remembering excatly what I wanted to do first... So, I sit... and I waste time... and then get frustrated that I was just a lazy bum.  Then before I know it a new day has begun and I did not get anything accomplished that I had intended.  It's the thought that counts though, right?  lol   I give up.  I need a way to become more organized.. to remember things that I would enjoy doing.  Maybe one of these nights I'll get it figured out, but until then....  Good night for now!

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